Sunday, October 31, 2010

Boo!

Happy Halloween from my little punkin'  
(okay, so maybe he's not so little anymore)
 I just couldn't resist the costume.  He's looks hilarious walking around in it!

Hope you all have a great day and get to eat some candy!  
I'll be passing candy out from the pharmacy all day to the little kiddos -- 
oh yeah, and working, too:)
It's hard to believe November is just a day away...

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Oh, Baby!

I have some exciting news for this blog 
(if you didn't already know)...  
i'm pregnant!

our little sweet pea (10 weeks, 3 days)

We of course couldn't be more excited!!  I've had requests to blog about our pregnancy and how it all came about, so here it is:

After struggling to get pregnant after my miscarriage we decided to see a fertility specialist, Dr. Gentry.  He diagnosed me with PCOS (polycystic ovary syndrome) which commonly causes infertility.  He then tried two different medications (an oral medication and an injection), which were successful on the first cycle!!!  Of course I was hoping it would work on the first cycle, but didn't want to get my hopes up.  Ironically, I found out I was pregnant even earlier than the doctor thought I would, which was 5 days before Miley was born.  It's funny how God's timing works out.  I have had so many friends and family members tell me they were praying that I would get pregnant before Miley was born so that it would be easier for me when she was born.  And wouldn't you know.... 5 days before!!  Nothing like waiting until the last minute :)  So anyway, that is the short version of our story.

My pregnancy has been somewhat challenging so far due to lots and lots of nausea.  I have had my fair share of vomiting in the Meijer bathroom, in my car, and at home.  As much as I hate to say it, though, i'm thankful in a way because it has helped ease my anxiety.  Whenever I have thoughts that something could be wrong I have to remind myself that i'm terribly nauseous and everything is just fine (and of course that God is in control)!  So I guess it is a blessing in disguise. I also took a progesterone supplement during my first trimester due to low levels at the beginning of my pregnancy (which was also low during my last pregnancy, but I didn't take a supplement).

I will get around to posting pictures soon.  I'm starting to get a little baby bump.  :)  I am in my second trimester now and our due date is April 18th.  We will find out what we are having on November 15th -- less than 3 weeks away!!!  I can't wait!!!

**I want to emphasize how blessed I feel to be carrying this baby.  Pregnancy is such a blessing from God and I want everyone to know that we feel very lucky to be where we are in life right now.  To my friends who are still on their way to becoming a mom and going through battles of your own, please know that i'm still praying for you and for your families.  I will never forget how hard it was to get to this point, so I want you to know that you are still in my heart every day.  And know too that your day will come when God blesses you with a little one of your own.  Love you guys!

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Barkley's First Fall

I took Barkley out back the other day and he was amazed at all the leaves!  I think he likes to hear them crunch when he walks on them.  I think he would've stayed out all day if I would've let him. :)  Here are some pics...
Where did all these leaves come from?
 
 Playing in the bushes

Scaring the neighbors cat (she hangs out in our yard a lot)

 Playing with sticks (probably his favorite part)

 Playing in the leaves and apparently trying to see how they taste ;)
Doesn't he look guilty?

 Taking a break from all the fun!

Now if we could just teach him how to rake!!! (and this is just the back yard... sigh)

Friday, October 15, 2010

Wave of Light

This time last year we were in Florida catching a break from "everything".  It also happened to be during the Wave of Light.  We lit our candle from Ft. Lauderdale and it's hard to believe it's been a year since then!  It feels like so much has happened since then.  And looking back, NONE of it is what I had expected or could've ever guessed.  I guess God has a funny way of  "planning" your own life for you.  Probably another reason I should stop planning so much and just trust in Him!

Anyway, I know a candle is pretty insignificant, but somehow I find comfort in lighting a candle knowing that there are many other people doing the same thing in honor of a little one who has left us too soon.  And if nothing, hopefully it will make others more aware of how common miscarriage and infant loss is, and how tough it can be to get through.  This year it has a different meaning to me.  I have obviously had lots of time to heal, but since last year I have had three close friends suffer a miscarriage, so this is not just for my little one, but for their babies as well. 


 It's amazing what can happen in a year!  
I love my hubby more even more than before!
(and now i'm ready to go back to Florida!!)

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Guaranteed Smile

Little Miley is now 2 months old and I just love this picture. 
It's guaranteed to make you smile! 
What a happy baby!